album1 by San Holo Review


While I am so thankful for every person, lesson, and opportunity that comes into my life, I can’t help but let certain scenarios get the best of me when I think about things that went wrong in the past; or better yet, ponder the unknown future- my future, and how it is entirely dependent on my daily choices. Sometimes I wish I could go back to rewrite my feelings and apologize for not listening enough, for not loving enough.

But I am an entirely different person today, and sometimes I find it difficult to forgive myself for my actions and the words that I said to others, and also to myself. During the dark hours and mini solitary road trips between Sacramento and my hometown, it’s thoughts like these that invade me from every crevice of my vividly twisted mind.

On one particular drive back home, I had no idea that a simple album could bring me immediate peace and comfort within my own vulnerability.

That particular album was, and still is, album1 by San Holo.

Some might be familiar with some of San Holo’s popular tracks and remixes which include “Light”, “The Next Episode (San Holo Remix)”, “Right Here, Right Now”, and “The Future”.

Don’t get me wrong; I love these songs. I’ve experienced them at beautiful raves where other DJs have snuck a San Holo song or two into their set, and they were completely amazing. But I think what differentiates this project apart from the rest is how it is honest, compelling, dramatic, reassuring, and peaceful all at the same time.

Close my eyes so I can see

All these lights are blinding me

This line from “show me” particularly resonates with me, and I instantly get goosebumps every time the wistful, euphoric melodies flow effortlessly into my ears. I see it as a comment on how the noise of society detracts from genuine and personal human interactions, and trusting your intuition.

Furthermore, I continuously look to find truth and meaning in my own personal life, searching for reality. I think I know what I want and how I want it, but most of the time, I am wrong because I often mistake other voices for my own. And I like to believe that others may experience this as well.

San Holo’s previous lyrics to an older song mirrors this paradigm as well:

Even if it makes me blind

I just wanna see the light

(“Light” | 2016)

Some other personal favorites from album1 include “everything matters (when it comes to you)”, “love (wip)”, “go back in time”, and “surface”.

This album means so much to me, and it reminds me to sit in the present and make peace with each conscious moment. I recognize that my unique path has led me to where I am, who I am, and who I will be tomorrow. Every time I listen to this album, it is as if time stops and melts into one giant channel of beautiful experiences that must be cherished before they escape into the universe once my time on Earth reaches its maximum.

San Holo created an incredible collection of enjoyable pieces with this work of art. I am so happy and thankful that I came across it in the box of CDs for reviews, and I hope you give it a listen as well.